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~they see me scrollin', they hatin', they try to catch me writing dirty~ I'm Dei, I love music, escpecially VK, I sketch, I love anime and manga(I love BL, I'll admit).
Talk to me, I love to chat.

Scanned by me
(though it isn’t the first scan of this image)

Scanned by me

(though it isn’t the first scan of this image)

So I was scanning one of my prints of Ruki and my dad saw it

Dad: Who is that?  She is kinda pretty, in a punk way.
Me: He is male.
Dad: Excuse me?
Me: Yep, totally male.
Dad: Oh…Well, he’s a cute little sucker, isn’t he?

I’m pretty much in tears right now because I took the kitten into the room where I already had a young cat that I’d rescued, planning to keep them separated, but when I put the kitten in the room Momma Cat(the cat already living in the room) immediately wanted to investigate(for obvious reasons) and when I cautiously let her sniff the box i’d placed the kitten in, she started pawing at the sides and wanting to enter. My sister asked that I allowed MC to go in and when I did she immediately started grooming the kitten and laid down with her. MC had one litter about 10 months ago(that I trapped and took in) and then was pregnant again before I could catch her, but sadly a few weeks ago she gave birth to a still born kitten and when we took her to the vet they told us that her other kitten was deformed and that the pregnancy would have probably killed her had we not intervened. There aren’t any guarantees that thise kitten will make it, nor is MC a replacement mother, but I’m happy that the little dude had some comfort and a nice bath.

An old man handed this TINY kitten to my sister in a Wal-Mart parking lot tonight, so we got some formula and holy balls, just look at her(I’m pretty good at sexing kittens and I think she is female, but her junk is really just too tiny to tell for sure). I really need to find her a home because she’d be the fourth cat I’d rescued in the last 9 month’s and I can’t have 6 cats.  If you’re in California and looking for kitties or know someone who is, message me.  Plus, if you don’t, you can just look at this little sweetheart, she is such a cutie.

An old man handed this TINY kitten to my sister in a Wal-Mart parking lot tonight, so we got some formula and holy balls, just look at her(I’m pretty good at sexing kittens and I think she is female, but her junk is really just too tiny to tell for sure). I really need to find her a home because she’d be the fourth cat I’d rescued in the last 9 month’s and I can’t have 6 cats. If you’re in California and looking for kitties or know someone who is, message me. Plus, if you don’t, you can just look at this little sweetheart, she is such a cutie.

I told myself that I was going to watch in entirety/complete an anime I’d started but never finished every day this weekend(since I feel school has been getting in the way of my real passion aside from music and reading), but it’s Friday, technically Saturday morning at this point and anime makes me very emotional, I’m not sure if I can handle rewatching 5 more episodes of K before I go to bed, and I’m not sure if I will be ready to start season 2 of The World Only God Knows tomorrow after this.

Excuse this sullen jumble of words, it is 1:40AM, I’m quite sick and my illness has weakened me more than I thought it would have at this point.

If I die tomorrow, will you have all of my favorite bands sign my urn?

Everyone is making posts about the GazettE today(for obvious reasons), so I finally gave in and decided I’d make one of my own.

Ok, I might as well get something that sounds cliche out of the way first.  the GazettE has helped me through so much, they help me every day, and yes, they have saved my life.  

Though I still struggle with the incredibly strong urge to kill myself more of the time than I’d like to admit, I am so grateful to the GazettE for helping me.  

the GazettE makes me happy, and I don’t think I can ask for more than that, though they have given me much more.

Thank you for making me smile, thank you for making me laugh, thank you for telling me not to kill myself.

Thank you, the GazettE.

I’m huge in japan.

I’m much taller than most of the residents.